Sorry for the lack of posts lately, life is keeping me busy and I’ve had to commit to other things. I’ve had a couple things to do and school has kept me busy. (I’m still not up to friggen date with school.)

I want to welcome Mike to my website, he’s a great person and he’s currently going through a rough patch in life. I resorted to blogging when I needed to let out anger or depression. I don’t really want to get into his story because it’s for him to explain and I’ve opened my arms and want him to be able to open up to my already established audience. I know everyone who reads my blog will welcome him with open arms and maybe learn a thing or two fom him.

I’ve got some posts half wrriten in my drafts that I’ll be finishing and posting in the next few days. I’ve been wanting to post but I’ve been so lost in life and when I look back, I’ve got no clue what the hell I’ve been doing with my life. I’m glad though, I haven’t been sad and I haven’t let myself down. I’m just drifting in life and trying to be happy. I’ve got a new haircut, some new clothes and things are changing.

Enjoy my new posts coming up.

Welcome to my brand new domain, JamesOz.com

This was a project for awhile where I wanted to have a professional input on industries that I took an interest in. (Domains, Music, being a webmaster) I wanted to get rid of Knivesforapro in the end because it doesn’t really have any meanings behind it anymore due to the fact that I actually bought the name to protect my online use of it on NamePros and other forums.

I figured whilst I was going to transfer to a new domain name I could do a lot of the site changes that I  promised. I wanted to get rid of this phase in my life that played a huge part of my life. The depressing held back stage, this blog was once made fot me to open up and break down with my heart on the line without having to face the fear of telling someone else. This blog will always have that background and will always have posts with me putting my heart on the line. This blog was made for about my life and what’s the point of not having something to bitch about in life? It’d be boring and become very tedious.

I needed a new design and I knew I could never make anything great so I reached out for a close friend and the best designer I know The Hive Designs. I told him what kind of theme I wanted and was blown away at how accurate he was and how fast he completed the job. I want to thank Hive for the great price and I recommend everyone who’s looking for great designs to contact him and place an order!

You can probably tell from my last blog entry that I liked a girl, I use the word liked because of a conversation that took place with her. I found out how shallow she was, she has a boyfriend and we were discussing how she was sick of how she was being treated but she wouldn’t do the simple thing of telling him what was wrong. She wanted him to feel bad about it by saying something to upset him like ‘Don’t bother coming around, you ruined the day’ for no good reason.

This was such a cowardly move in my eyes because no boy deserves that. She was complaining how he never bought her gifts and how she hated him because he couldn’t come out due to his parents saying no. How fucking shallow can you be towards your boyfriend? It’s not his fault that his parents wouldn’t allow him to go to your house. Maybe you should stop being such a coward and tell him what’s wrong or realise that you’re probably only staying with him because you’re afraid of being alone and not having someone care about you.

Grow a real fucking heart.

It really shits me that anyone expects their boyfriends to buy them something, sure you deserve to know you’re special and that you’re the only one for the person you’re dating but when do you show the one you love that you love them? Material objects aren’t everything in a relationship. Some presents should be a memory that you can treasure forever. Grow some fucking brains and realise you’re not the only special person in the relationship.

Boy’s have feelings too

As we sat quietly on the park bench and talked with friends. An innocent crush was already formed with the girl I was sitting next to. We all were discussing something silly and it didn’t bother me, what bothered me was that she was on my mind. I knew she liked me but wondered what I actually meant to her and if anything would ever happen. My mind trailed off thinking about it all and how she had a boyfriend that she had been dating for 6months.

I was taken from my trail of thought when she poked me. I knew I could never do anything to her and that nothing would happen. I looked over at her and watched her beautiful face light up when I poked her back and stuck my tongue out. I put my arm around her as she leaned back, I knew she wanted this too and that she felt safe. Deep down I knew nothing more would happen but I wanted it too last forever.

Hey all <3

Been busy with work, school etc

Going to write a full blog post tomorrow, may be a rant or an update. I need to work on my english skills so it may actually be a story so I can improve myself.

Edit: Post friday afternoon, I’m tired and need some sleep. Sorry.

- Thanks for reading my blog!