Sorry that I haven’t been able to post lately, I’ve focused on school and everything around me, I’m beginning to write heaps more music and i’ve actually got some recordings of some sessions, i’m not going to release them because they’re not my lyrics and i’ve actually got some of my own content that i’m actually going to try “scream” in afew days. I got afew tips from morph and i’m actually pretty happy with how things are going with my music so far, i’m actually going to publish some lyrics that i’ve written and put time into. So here they are.

“I will not Demise,
Death before dishonour,
You cannot bring me to your level,
The low of lows,
Can’t even keep a promise,
You threw away my love,
Sealed with a kiss,
What kind of a person are you,
Throwing away “the one”
All those things,
Just the past,
You’ll never get it again,
What i gave you,
That feeling of love,
Death before dishonour,
Bitch. “

I know that they’re pretty deep and hurtful lyrics but they’re from a dark part of life that I just experienced and I don’t want to publish this because since then i’ve written so much better and why dwell on something when I can produce something so much better and something that wont make me upset or think about what happened. If you’re a regular reader you’ll understand the lyrics alot better but if not, i recomend reading afew entries before this one and you’ll pretty much pick up the whole thing.

Anyway, this blog entry actually does have a reason behind it and i’m going to get to it now. Whilst on the public bus today, i sat up the back with the usual group and we’ve always got kids from the local junior high school on the bus with us and they were happily chatting away, my mind was adrift and i was just gathering all my thoughts of the day and what may happen when a girl begun talking about how this boy liked a girl but she was saying that she was to good for him. I actually wanted to tell this girl to get off her fucking high horse and have some common sense, everyone is equal and you cannot judge people or relationships like that, nobody is better then anyone. I just thought to myself on the bus. “Wow she’s so fucking mindless”

Anyway, I’m off to work on my new blog theme, I’ll write a blog post about how prom queen is on saturday night.