I’m Sitting here right now with Jade and we’re just casually socalizing whilst watching The Cat In The Hat. She’s staying the night and we will both most likely not sleep, It’s currently 2:23am and we’re both wide awake with caffiene flowing thru our systems.

This week I’ve had to face the challenge of going through what I’m going to do for next year and what I want to select for school, right now this is proving a mystery because my school is forcing you to take a structured path that you may not really want to take, they’re not keeping our options open and making us stick with one stream, thus making it hard to make a decision.

Currently I’m being pushed to choose one of these streams in exactly a week, I do not want to be pushed into a stream because I’d like to keep my options open by doing a mix yet my school wont allow it. I hate maths yet I know it’ll most likely be needed, you can easily make it up in your exams or outcomes (you’re accessed on your entry score) yet they’re pushing you into all kinds of subjects that are a joke and aren’t even really offering what I want. They wont offer music and many other specialist classes because they don’t have the numbers.

I’m looking at a business degree and focusing on music whilst I take business, even if I can’t follow my dreams, I’d love to have my own label and be able to make others dreams come true.