They seem to show no effect but make you feel empty? You feel alone and they really seem to make me agitated? I noticed just sitting by myself thinking, I’d get agitated about upcoming events in my life but if i’m doing something, i sort of can’t think of my future and what its going [...]

 I’ve had this on my mind for afew hours and really just wanted afew other opinions.
Do you think its selfish to follow your own dreams?
to push for your own dreams? To try your hardest and do everything in your power? Even if it means pushing people away. Does it make you a bad person? Why do people have dreams? do they ever live them?
Do you think its selfish to keep pushing away people to follow a dream that could never
happen, Is it selfish to spend money on it?

I’ve been really sick lately and i’ve suffered depression for abit and finally done something about it, I’m now on LOVAN anti-depressants. eek i start my first dosage in roughly 7hours.
I’ve really thought about my dreams lately and i really think i can’t let anything hold me back, i just need to buy a new [...]

I’ve been all other the place lately, Things have been wierd but i guess thats how life rolls? I’m dying to move in with Amber, It’ll honestly be the best day of my life, I really cannot wait. I love you amber claire<3
I’ve been sick lately and its been a real pain in the ass, I really should go to the doctor but i haven’t, I should come good in afew days.
i seem to be writing in my book alot more lately and writing poems and songs?
I’m not really sure why but i have, Heres one i wrote for amber.
She is to perfect,
Its like i’m living a dream,
Shes a Angel,
I’ll keep [...]

Music is life to me, i couldn’t live without it.
I’m currently a Senior at PC senior, I’m a Year 10. I hope to one day get into law with a music label so i can produce music, I dream of becoming a vocalist for a heavy metal band.
I’m inlove with the most wonderful girl, Amber. [...]